There is so much going on in every aspect of life right now. Back to back work (where my list is RIDICULOUS), meetings, hair cut, practices, rehearsals, wedding singing, photo gig, travel 1/2way to buffalo to deliver kitties, and somehow I have to fit in websites that need to be launched, freelance project that needs to be finished by the end of the week, submitting invoices and w9 forms to clients so I can get paid and live, and volunteer work that has to be done and is literally resting on me for the success of a fund raising campaign for how quickly I can get to it and how well I can promote it – that also has to be done in the next few days – but it may have to be a week. I’m trying to work my rear off so I can save for the camera/lens package I need as well as a potential educational opportunity I really am considering for photography, but can’t quite afford right now, in addition to essential advertising. I’m also planning a shower and scheduling photography and rehearsals and other things for every Saturday/Sunday of the month into November.

Last night was rough with self-confidence, doubt, anger, frustration, and general overwhelment and loneliness. Trying to figure out your passions and how you should be spending your time best, where you belong, where you should move on from and where focuses should be is an intense task. Thankfully a friend stopped over and that helped, then my hubby came home and was wonderful. He even said “you know what? We’re having a great night. There I said it. I’m deeming this a great night.”  It turned from awful to great within an hour or so, and that was spectacular.

Anyway I’m just trying to take it one thing at a time. I needed to blog to get it all out of my system. Thanks for thoughts and prayers. Love.

I’ll leave you with my cousin Paul’s myspace. I’ve been enjoying his old-school style of raw music, fun, entrancing.

Also, here’s two really awesome pictures of Amy taken on her moving day, helping me prepare for Bekah’s senior pics :-)

amy, i recycle

amy laughs

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